To be completly honest, I had forgotten about my account here. Logging in and looking back really makes me appreciate myself for everything I have been through in the past few years...so i guess...update? (don't really have followers anymore, so I guess this is for me)
So I moved back in with my parents after loosing everything. Got back my dead end job that I had tried so desperatly hard to escape and was hospitalized again. For nine days. Without health insurance. yea. that sucked. but after that my whole life was about to change for the best even though I didn't know it yet.
Me and my best friend decided to take a roadtrip to texas to visit my biological mom. long story short on the way home I had decided that I had had enough with illinois. 2 weeks later my car was packed and well, here I am now.
It didn't take me long to get a job, seven days to be exact. I loved my job more than anything in the world. But then once again my world was turned upside down. To make that long story short. Crohns got bad and he had a sidekick! I also had a rare blood disorder that was causing me excruciating pain. I had been lucky enough to find an AMAZING doctor and things got better again. Much better. My last flare up was in the beginning of October 2009. Here I am now. over a year later. Living a normal life for the first time since my senior year in highshool.
Now I am so deeply in love that words can't describe, I have a really good, stable job, and for the first time in my life, HAPPY.
so I guess i was right in my earlier blogs. I just needed a change. A fresh start.
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Love to hear this. You should post more often!
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